Lotus Bloom. Part 2: Rage

This is me, this is all I’ve got, all I am.

U may like it, u may not, I ain’t no way to really get a hint ‘bout that ‘nswer but know this one thing ‘cuz, for sure, this is me. Read every word, bury deep inside these lines ‘cuz no’ne’s gonna say this ‘nymore. This is only mine, no’ne ain’t a fcking clue what this stuff is all ‘bout.

All the things u said ‘r’ always in my mind. All the things I said, what I kept and what I keep from u… dammit nonsense! Wanna say what’s inside with a mouth wide shut. Gotta keep it ‘side a little box ‘till dunno when. Maybe never gonna have the guts to say this looking at your fcking beautiful face, the one that’s now lookin’ at some point I just can curse.

Dammit! Cursed be! Can’t say what I feel ‘cuz you ain’t gonna listen!